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Entries for August, 2004

August 2nd, 2004

french freak- american hater

i've been wondering.... how in e world hav i turned to a french freak? i like everything bout french... sigh.. -.-
my friendster profile is bout french
my personality changed to french style
my fav lang is now french
i start to eat only french food
everything's french
i'm even listening to french version of "we are one" (lion king 2) now... sigh....
im krazy bout french O_o
worse... with 1 hand to type...
i cant type fast! argh!
my right hand is disabled
my left is enabled
now i've to rely on e idiotic caucasians sitting beside me in e class to write any notes from to board for me.
fuking white bastards....
i hate white bastards!
i hate caucasians!
esp americans!
they are racist freaks!

Currently listening to: angélique kidjo- we are one
Currently feeling: stupid

Posted by endot at 09:30 AM | Scream for me!

August 5th, 2004

exam period!

waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa! time for exam! stress!
fuck the english teacher! she's making me sick!
heeeeeeeeeeeeeeeellllllllleeeeeeeeeppppppppppp

Posted by endot at 05:42 PM | Scream for me!

August 6th, 2004

camp

muahahaha!
finally!
e exam's over!
its time to rejoice!
time to celebrate!
time to hav fun!
play!
play!
play!
sing!
sing!
sing!
play and sing till u die!

Had my ENGL68 and MATHS150 exam today.... it's great finally to see a beautiful ending... though i'm not sure I'll get high in my english wooooot O_O
fuck that crappy germanic Karin Schilt. I hope she'll get fired. I hope the authority ban her from teaching more people. She sux. i hope she'll die of choking and misery. Still a fuking virgin... nobody wans fuk her... SHE FAILED THE WHOLE CLASS! except for only 4 people.. which are e best students... ME! I'M ONE OF EM!! MUAHAHAHAHA!
it's rather ridiculous to see to see a bitch teaching an english class and none get an A. She's too fuking strict. Even e best student get only a B.
Maths: boy this is e one of e most challenging maths class i've ever took. I think i'll get an A though >:D
Geometry: u get to learn how to prove a certain theorm based on given postulates, corollary, definitions, and lemmas. If u think that geometry is easy, think again. If u can even asnwer my question, i'll salute u =p
Q: prove that a line perpendicular to anotehr line form a right angle.
Ya I know its sooooo obvious... but theres a proof for it! By definition of perpendicular lines, they form congruent adjacent angle. so it doesn't mean it forms 90 degree directly.
Cant prove it? u sux.

Q: Prove that an inscribed angle on a circle is half the value of its intersected arc.
Dunno whats 'inscribed' angle? dunno what am i talking? too bad
u sux

For answers, u may ask me muahahahahahah =p

Latter part of my entry:
I'm camping for 3 days! i'm coming back on sunday =]
hope it's fun... it's organised by my sis's church.
anyway, i need to go now.... going to e camping place. pronto!
au revoir mes amis! Bye my friends! c u around! XD

Posted by endot at 12:47 PM | 2 ppl screamed!

August 11th, 2004

holiday

after 2 months of suffering summer classes finally i hav my break muahahahaha!
i juz return from my church camp...
well.. frankly to say.. it's "OK"
but strangely, e ppl there are acting liek coldfish... they can hardly talk to me.
bah... no wonder there are so little ppl in e church...
no ppl can stand being in tat church for long
i tried once to say hello...
all they gave me was a mere cold look... bah.. wat a drag...
i was kinda tired too.. didnt get much sleep... zzzz....

anyway... in a few days time i'll be 18! hmm.. wonder wat wil i do on ta day... O_o

Posted by endot at 05:17 PM | 1 ppl screamed!

August 18th, 2004

18

18 years gone
216 months gone...
6,481 days passed...
i've breathe fir 155,544 hours....
my heart has been beating for 559,958,400 seconds
sure time has gone by...
i'm now officially 18!
well.. it's actually yesterday.. but oh well...
coz i moved house... so i got no internet..
thus i have to rely on my bro's internet...
which sux a lot
bah... i cant go online for quite sumtimes T_T
a few ppl wished my bday:
Through
Physical contact: Joanna
sms: Amanda, Andy, Henry
E-mail: Shafiq, Shirlyn, Edwina, Zhao liang, Darien
Friendster: Calvin S, Sunario
Tabulas: NinaBOO

lol... thanx fr those who wished me bday... i love u all. lol... i dun mind even if it's thuorgh email.. etc.. haha.. wish u all e best

gues wat: nto even my mom, my dad, sis or bro wished me bday =/
none of my family remember me -_-
sad case.......
but oh well.. be optimistic when u r 18!! =]

Posted by endot at 06:38 AM | Scream for me!

August 23rd, 2004

bored

a few days passed and i still do not hav my internet. i stil nd to use my bro's comp. must rely on him... agh...
nowadays my bro is becoming strangely nice... dunno wat e hell he wans from me =/
oh ya... my sis rememberd my bday lol... she bought e cake 2 days ago.. haha...
my sis is alwys so sweet all e time XD
and shes single! go get her =p
we r e siblings who r all single.. all of us hav no partner =p
i had twice, and they ever work out =/
as for my bro.. i dun think anybody wans him. he too fat.
for my sis, she spretty but... eversince shes in america she grows in inches and weights. sigh....
anyway... thanx for those who wished me happy bday (though its very late) lol....
currently im so bored...
agh
igh
ugh
ogh
egh

if only im in spore now, i can already ask my nrighbor to go out wif me =/
thinking bout tat...
next year i wont be able to c my fren liao.
ALL GO NS! O_O
only e girls... but i guess theyll be busy too going through university life. hmph..
so wats e point of going back next year....
at times i really wish tat i'm 'better' than wat i am.
to think again,
i can make it through jc life...
its jus tat im too lazy...
stupid
stupid
dumb
dumb
idiot
idiot
anderson u r such a loser
anderson u r such a freak

if i have e hand to re-create e world, firs tthing i would will go back to when im young.. when i can re-do wat i've done wrong.
i was e one who decided to move here.
now i lost it all

Currently listening to: Jay Chou's Qi Li Xiang
Currently feeling: bored

Posted by endot at 06:03 AM | Scream for me!

August 26th, 2004

singhson

hey ppl! check tis out! indian version of e simpsons! =D
http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/188768

Posted by endot at 06:38 AM | Scream for me!

i'm no more disabled!

yay! now my hand is officially cured. no more 1 handed or asking ppl to help me write. no more troubling myself using only 1 hand to type. muahahahaha!!!!
talking bout tat... i found a great song
well.. i found out a few weeks ago, but since i got no internet.. so.. yep =]

"She Will Be Loved"

Beauty queen of only eighteen
She had some trouble with herself
He was always there to help her
She always belonged to someone else

I drove for miles and miles
And wound up at your door
I've had you so many times but somehow
I want more

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful
I know I tend to get so insecure
It doesn't matter anymore

It's not always rainbows and butterflies
It's compromise that moves us along
My heart is full and my door's always open
You can come anytime you want

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
She will be loved

I know where you hide
Alone in your car
Know all of the things that make you who you are
I know that goodbye means nothing at all
Comes back and begs me to catch her every time she falls

Tap on my window knock on my door
I want to make you feel beautiful

I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain
Look for the girl with the broken smile
Ask her if she wants to stay awhile
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved
And she will be loved

[in the background]
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye
Please don't try so hard to say goodbye

Yeah
I don't mind spending everyday
Out on your corner in the pouring rain

Try so hard to say goodbye

il est tres bien!
it's very good! =D
wish i can perform it for fun haha...
ya stupid dream hahah... it will nvr come true =]
even if i hav e voice, i dun hav e background song =p

btw, here r sum current updates:
i still have no internet (my stupid bro -_-)
i dropped from 18 units to 15 units of lessons (coz of stupid english.. i took wrong class)
i mastered 'i am invincible', 'derniere danse', 'she will be loved', 'quello che vuoi', 'qing tian', and a few more which i forgot... of course, mastering in terms of tones, voice, and quality. lyrics still no sure... =/
(wtf did i say all these for?)
i'm still very indoor -_-
i wan to throw rocks at americans.
i changed my hairstyle... i think?

ok i got my french class now.. i gtg
au revoir!

Posted by endot at 07:30 AM | Scream for me!

August 29th, 2004

the past

ever wonder... or hav u ever remind of urself bout ut past? e time when u r in pri sch, u live ur life as a happy kid. a kid who has little responsibility. a kid who only needs to play more than study.

at 13, an age never better tahn that, is our golden age. even though we study, we tend to play more... going out almost everyday, bullying nerds, having fun in class, play pranks to girls, play pranks to teachers....

at 14, u start get panic when theres streaming... yet u dun worry much coz u still play a lot... going to e backstage of e hall and starts to bang e piano when its assembly time.. teachers kp scolding u for not turning in hw... sex education was e topic of e year... sexuality grows in each of us... boys start to enter explicit websites.. girls start to get wild and follow e latest sexy fashion trend.

at 15, life starts to get stressful.. yet frens are one of e most important things in our lives. most of us get our partner in tis age.. of course sum of us get earlier.. and out of e many couples, most of them found out that it didnt work =/

at 16; stressful year. a n important stage of ur life... it determines where u go and work for in e future. 1 out of 100 people have emotional breakdown... many tends to giv up. many tries hard yet get nothing. many pay hard yet they scored so well in O lvl (tats like me, a lazy bum who only plays hard and nvr do hw =D). boys mature further... developing more manly figures, and mostly by tis time teens hav shown their 'masculine' development. As for girls, bosom grows, hips expand, their menstruation bothers them, etc. they also show an almsot full develpmont of 'feminine' figure. u will never forget ur prom... esp ur dancing partner, prom king and queen, etc.

at 17, some get sad, sum get happy. sum get to gd JCs, sum to mediocre JCs, sum to IC, sum gone to polytechnics, and less average go to ITE. frens separate and go different ways. best frens become normal frens. partners separate. some cries. some rejoice. some doesn't seem to care. made new friends in new his/her new place. they do not care much bout their old frens. some even forgot em. for those who hav gone jc, their lives become more stressful. poly ppl gets a a temporary relaxation. ITE... i dunno? some drop out of JCs... sum stays... etc etc etc...

at 18........... i dunno? i've juz turn 18 and i've not gone through the age of 18.... yet... we'll see bout tat =]

imagine how fast ur life passes. imagine how much we hav missed. imagine wat cuold hav been done better. imagine wat if u ask e girl u like to go out... imagine if u hav talked to e guy u like.
if only theres a power to turn back time, i would rather go back to 13, and live my life again =]
it was such sweet times. time never turns back... spend it preciously!! =D

Posted by endot at 01:22 PM | Scream for me!

yaaaaaaayy

oh wat a day
meeeeeeeeeh
todays saturday
finished my art homework.
damnit i hate art =/

oh btw
im so happy to hear andy's voice again. so glad to hear his melodious voice. (note: im not a gay!). aaaahhh... hearing his beautiful sound makes my soar ear recover from ear inflammation
he sent pic of my lovely black fren zhao liang (fuk black mama) and handsome russell. wat a sight for sore eyes!
by the way

fuck all

Posted by endot at 04:17 PM | 2 ppl screamed!

August 31st, 2004

more nice flash from ppl around e worlD!!

Posted by endot at 05:45 PM | Scream for me!

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