It's my life

Wow... while exploring sites i found out these questions... hahaha.. i only got 2 corect out of 4 questions.
be honst, try not to see answer below

QUESTIONS:
1) You are participating in a race. You overtake the second person. What position are you in?

2) If you overtake the last person, then you are...?

3) Very tricky math! Note: This must be done in your head only. Do NOT use paper and pencil or a calculator. Try it: Take 1000 and add 40 to it. Now add another 1000. Now add 30. Add another 1000. Now add 20. Now add another 1000. Now add 10. What is the total?

4) Mary's father has five daughters: 1. Nana, 2. Nene, 3. Nini, 4. Nono. What is the name of the fifth daughter?






ANSWERS:
1) If you answered that you are first, then you are absolutely wrong If you overtake the second person and you take his place, you are second!

2) If you answered that you are second to last, then you are wrong again. Tell me, how can you overtake the LAST person?!

3) Did you get 5000? Well, that's WRONG!! The correct answer is 4100. Don't believe it? Check with your calculator! Today is definitely not your day. Maybe you will get the last question right?

4) Nunu... NO! Of course not. Her name is Mary. Read the question again.

(Yawn) it's 3.02 am in e morning... here i am, sitting on a chair, rocking it around, as if it was gonna fall soon. Looking at e computer screen, he's waiting, and waiting, and waiting for 2 things.

One for my stomach, who kept screaming for food. He growled at me, asking have I eaten anything today? Shouldn't I go for a supper now? What in the world happen to me? Y hav u act so strangely nowadays? A growing man should eat more often! But it seems futile hearing my stomach kept calling me... I did not respond.

Latterly, my brain keep telling me to sleep; Do I know what time is it? Do i know that sleeping late is bad for my body? I should get some sleep now! But my heart, being persistent, responded that I am waiting.... "Let him wait," he says, "He knows what he's doing."

3 of my body organs fought........

Presently waiting for any of my friends to turn up. Ever since I'm in America, I get little sleep. Every weekends I've waited 'till 4, and sometimes at 5 juz to talk wif my old frens. Ya, i'm crazy. Do you know what it feels like to be unable to talk to sumone? Do u know what is it like to be anti- social? Internet has been the only thing i can socialise nowadays. Bah! Imagine.. If internet is the only way for me to communicate, i think im a freak. Days and days gone, little do i talk often to ppl. I always get jealous of my little neighbours who r so free and played with their next-doors. Seeing em so happy, at times i always wanted to go back to e past, when i had little things to do and wish i could nvr grow up, like peter pan. Yah... like peter pan.

Most of e time when im alone, i always stand nearby e window. If it was day, i would stare at nearby ppl, esp kids, who often play outside, or probably those teens nearby swimming pool, who were having fun hitting waters....... I did swim about 2 months ago, but what's e point of swimming alone? I stopped swimming since then... When it's night, i would stare at e sky, full of stars. E views here r so much better... sumtimes i could see mars from distance... a bloody red dot in e sea of darkness... like me.... who kept distance from other shining white stars, standing out, visible.

1 hour passed.

Nobody came online.

4th July 2004, Sunday, 8.36 PM, or 11.36 AM in S'pore.

It's not yet dark. It's already half-past eight and yet e sky seem to be dim. That reminds me. it's like the prussian blue sky in Singapore at 6 PM (S'pore time). I miss Singapore. There's no need to endure so much hardship

Just a few minutes ago, the phone rang. It rang once. Twice. The third ring was interrupted when I picked up the phone, realising nobody's home.

"Halo", she says in her fluent indonesian- hokkien accent. It's my mom.
"Halo, mom."
"Hey, is your brother there?"
"No, no one's home. I'm alone."
"Then why didn't you go out wif ur sis or bro?"
"Coz my sis was gone early morning. And i dun like my bro. So i won't follow him where ever he goes"
"Di... why do you not like so much? What's wrong with you? He's your brother!"
I kept silence.
"Anyway, you should sumtimes go out sumwhere. no good to stay in house."
"Too bad... I have no car. I have no friends. I have no social life."
"You still have no friends?"
"No."

There was a moment of disruption. My mom's voice blurred, hoarsed and vague. I am losing signal. I turned my phone off, then on again. I heard my mom's voice again. Damn overseas call... always like this.
"Hello? Hello?"
"Ya. I'm here."
We paused a while. And i talked again, looking at e side of my sis's bed. There's pile of dirt and dust. When was the last time we ever clean up the house? Gosh...
"Hey mom. Can I asked you sumthing?"
"Ya?"
"Can i move to Aussie? It seems easier there. You don't need so much money. You don't need so much time to fly around in the plane. You need to worry less about the terrorist threat."
Then i remembered the bomb threat in LAX airport. It was not very big event, but it really did scare everyone. There were bomb squads.
She seemed aghasted.
"I think it should be all right..." she said it with a little tone of disappointment. "But then we will have to wait for your cousin to go Aussie. It will be easier. At least his mom can help me manage things. When you r free, make sure you check out wif him."
"ok... "
We said goodbye to each other, and i hung up the phone.
I stared at the sky. It's already dark. This is the sky that's 'normal' to me. The sky at 9 PM should be like this.

16 ppl were online.
6 were away
4 were busy
Out of 6 ppl available, none was my close friends.

It's afternoon, 5 pm. Still so bright. Was reading my "My Name is Asher Lev" by Chaim Potok literally. I was about to draw inferences from what i've read. And the phone rang. Again, nobody's home.
"Hi." he says with heavy tone and sounded miserable. It's my gramp.
"Ya?"
"Heard you told ur mom u want to move Aussie?"
I didn't reply.
"U know wat? did u know tat she cried? She sounded so sad when u said that."
"..... and why did she cry for?"
"She already took so much trouble putting you in sumwhere where she wants you to be. Do you know that she wanted you to graduate from UCLA and be a better person tahn your bro and sis? What's wrong wif u? Not many ppl can go USA to study nowadays. U should consider urself lucky. UCLA is one of teh best University in e world."
"Oh so u r saying pride is better than our financial problem huh?"

"NO!" he yelled now with louder tone. "Even if we don't hav any money, we dun mind borrowing from anybody juz to raise you kids.
"......"
"Please. Pity your mom who kept working so hard to raise u. Stay in USA. Don't go anywhere. Please. She wants you to be e best. It will take anotehr trouble just to move u to Aussie. Ur pitiful mom will hav to travel more! To USA to see ur siblings and to Aussie to see you! It will be even worse! Furthermore, your aunt (my mom's sister) is not going to Aussie probably. Your cousin was lectured by his grandmother (from father's side). They will not probably going anywhere."
"and?"
"That's all! PLease understand. Your mom is going through sum problem here!!"
"Fine.. i understand.. i guess."
"Good. Think about it."
He hung up.
So.. i guess there'll be no more going to Aussie. Well, it's all good. For the love of my mom, I will have to do this. I don't mind.... Sorry mate. Won't be able to see u around i guess
oh well.. let God decide what my fate will be.....

duno y... al le sudden i feel like wanting to be a frog....
im probably crazy today... ribbit ribbit
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Gosh...!!! today i realised tat my best fren Andy hav sinned so much! all e time he has been watching illegal stuff! Look! i nvr thought of Andy's fav comic character to be so disgusting!! ANDY! wat hav u done! =P

BLUE You give your love and friendship unconditionaly. You enjoy long, thoughtful conversations rich in philosophy and spirituality. You are very loyal and intuitive. Find out your color at Quiz Me!

Holy mama.. i think i hav same score as tat bapok....

Anderson Yong was a Pleasant Fire-Eater in a past life. Discover your past lives @ Quiz Me

wtf is this... y am i a fire-eater??


Take the 100 Acre Personality Quiz!

i'm a kangaroo...?

Strict mama. WAt dyu think of having a 'too caring' mama? A mama who forbids you to go out juz coz u r in USA? Holy mothergod... Hahaha... guess diff ppl got diff oppinion but i think tat this is crazy. My fren is spose to meet me tmr for sum outing since we havent met for quite sumtime. And by belenos and toutatis! She told me that she cant go out coz her mama forbids her to! not to mention tat she even tell me tat her mom thinks im a holligan. Omigosh! wat did i do??

Ugh... guess its me and only me who will watch spiderman 2 tmr. AH! Inside e cinema watching my fav movie alone! What agony is this!!!I hate e word 'alone' esp when u r going out! UGH! i already booked her ticket and now she said she cant! @#@$ darn it!! Wasted $7.50!!! $15.00 Singapore dollar!!! Arrrggh!

Nvm... Juz treat is a 'treat' for u. Ugh...

Sigh... dun feel like sleeping... e more i look at my comp, e more i wanna stay in front there... it contains so many memories i cant think of anymore. E contents are basically pic and videos of frens from sec sch till jc. sigh... sure its great in e past. Wish im back there again.

In sec sch, i can remember that i used to be bullied... then this guy stood up for me. We became gd fren. We were best fren for 4 years. Then we seperate into different jc. he went into meridian jc and i went to nyjc. Used to keep in touch, but now he's undergoing emotional breakdown... he studied too much. Sort of a 'stress'. I nvr talk to him anymore... he cant talk to anybody.. tats wat e doctor said... hes too stressed up. May take 2 years or more to recover.

In nyjc 1st 3 months, i was v lonely... well until i found anotehr great fren. he was from my OG... haha... it was fun having him around. It's never boring being wif him. Ya... crazy at times.. nuts... sumtimes doing sumthing tats insane... dunno even to call him sane or not. But really... hes a great fren. He intro me to so many countless ppl.. then i started hanging out wif em, etc. I was not lonely anymore.

That was few years ago. Now i'm here, alone.. again. Bah! Why do i need to lose so many good frens i had in my life? Juz when i made a great fren. A best fren. Now i'm starting it all over again. It's so hard. Difficult. Complicated. Complex. Abstract. At times i feel like dying.

I'm going to be formally adult-teen on 16 August 2004. Once u leave teen years, more things coming up that trouble your life. Sigh... start loking for girl... study harder for ur university... harder to make frens due to insufficient time... It all seems so fast. Feel like going back again....

sumtimes i wonder, why is there such thing as 'gay' in this world. Homosexualities are now very'open' and already revealed to e world. Why? Why is there such thing as homosexual????

When i was browsing through friendster, i found a pic. A pic of a guy kissing a guy. I thought it was a 'joke' picture. It was my old fren from sec sch. i thought he was juz pretending.
I opened it..... and realised that they ARE actually kissing. I read more of his info... and i really found out that he's a.... gay.

Gosh... one my good old fren is a gay? i cant believe it... i mean... i knew him for quite sumtimes.... he was a nice guy and acted v normal.. and suddenly i found out that he's a gay?

I hav nothing against homosexuality. To me, they r ok.... but not those who suddenly approach me and asked for a 'relieve' with me. Once i almost got raped by a gay.
I was in his car in spore. I nvr thought he would do tat. He drove me into a solitary area... and turning off his car light... started to unbutton me. When he did tat, i kicked him in e groin... and i quickly ran away.
That was a bad experience wif gays that makes me hate em.....

but i do understand how sum of e gays feel. Some of em... they hav to act in front of everyone as if they were normal... and i understand tat its hard.
Homosexuality is caused by genes. Once a guy told me (he was another of my old fren)... he started to like guy when he was v young.... when he watched any movies, he realised tat he's always attracted to e male characters even if he realised tat e females were hot.

sumtimes i do feel pity for those ppl... they hav genes that can't be reversed even wif e most advanced tech in this modern age. To sum, it's ok for their sexuality to be revealed; but to sum, u hav to act. To act like a normal person who is straight and pretend to like a girl.

If God loves us so much... and He stated that homosexuality is not allowed in e Bible... why do sum of them still hav e genes of homosexuality? Why do sum of em have to suffer and deprived from e society?

"Nobody in science now believes that sexual orientation is caused by events in adolescence...Homosexuality is an early, probably prenatal and irreversible preference." Author and geneticist Matt Ridley

After a few research on homosexuality, i found these:
http://www.religioustolerance.org/hom_caus4.htm

hmm.. basically its bout how ppl become gay, etc. And i realise taht its preventable and treatable! I'll make sure i'll be a good dad next time. Cant imagine having a son or daughter that's a homosexual.
i mean... i can accept that IF they are homos. but i wanna make sure they r accepted by e society and people in this world. I dun wan em deprived from e public

gosh... ever since i posted up tat 'gay' stuff everybody kp msging me things... lol.. is homosexuality tat interesting? lol... oh well.. hope e ppl in this world know wat they r doing.... sigh... tis is indeed a crazy world.

1st homosexuality discovered in 1917. One man confessed that he liked his 'own' kind.
Few raised up and followed.
tilll now, approximately 9.65% of e world population are homosexuals.
What causes it?
various reasons:
either by heredity genes, or family background, environments, etc.
E perfect reasons are stil unsure.

sigh... this world is getting crazy.... % of homosexuals rised up from 4.78% in 1997 to now, 9.65%.... God, what r u doing?

wa................ damn bored.. decided to do sum shit... ugh..

1.wads ur last 4 digits of your hp no.? if u talking bout spore, 3320.... if u r talking bout USA, 0575

2.ur fav physcial feature: ( . )( . )

3.ur fav song: Neri per caso- Io ci Saro ( means 'i'll be there')

4.haf a bf?:........ im not gay O_o

or a gf? twice.. all gone

5.haf ur own room? hell no... hav to share with my freaking brother

6.hates: ppl who make money out of their own friends

7.wad u doin nw: listening to "Raise me up" by Josh GRoban


8.1 thing u cant live w/o: my computer, my camera, my hp, my wallet

9.where do u live: sis and bro...

10.what would u do when sum1 tells u she/ he likes u: "....u r not serious right.............?"

11. how are u feeling now?: bored.....

12.where do u hangout often: orchard.... in US, Rolland High

13.wad r u gd at: dunno.....

14.wad is it abt a person u cant stand: act cute be cute

15.wad do u wan: i wan... move back to spore and be a singaporean.... =P

16.a word tt describe u: a schmuck

17.wads ur dream: to sing my fav song dedicated to every of my frens in front of millions of ppl

18:day/nite: night

19:sunset/sunrise: sunset

20:like a romantic bf/gf?: i think so...

21:wad izzit abt the opposite gender tt attracts
u: ( . )( . )

22:r u an independent person: no

23: do u like school: depends

24.r u a ctrl freak: huh??

25.r u naive: probably....

26.believe in god?: YES!

27:wad'll u do if u c ur bf hugging a
girl: YO! WTF IS THIS? IM NOT GAY!

29.get pissed off easily: at times....

30.like ur parents: mes parents... ils sont bien.. plus grands parents!

31.r u a materialistic person: dunno

32.believe in love: erm... DOOH!

33.hw many piercings u haf: nil- kaput

34.will u get a tattoo: it hurts... heck no

35.smoke: smoking sux

36.club / pub : its ok to me

37.clubbing: ok =D

38.will u forgive ur bf if he cheats on u: gosh... for e third time im saying im not GAY! -_-

39.will u expect ur bf to forgive u if u cheats
on him: ......................

40.r u on a trip recently: ya... back to singapore.. reached here on June 23rd

41:fav country: FRANCE!!!!!!! une ville qui habite et luit dans le soir, plein d'idylle et de passion!!

42.r u impatient: ya... very...

43.which brands do u prefer: wat brand? condom brand? DUREX! =p

44.do you organise parties often: nah... scared no ppl come =D

45.do u haf gd frens: of course! bien sur!

46.do u think u r gd looking: ????i dunno????

47.do u care abt looks:they say: girls r attracted to faces tat looks good. O_o

48.do u think tt u r a gd bf: .... are these questions ment for gay??

49.do u use vulgarities: often biatch! =D

50.do u quarrel wif pple easily: ermm... wif my brother only

51.r u forgiving: yeah.. i think

52.do u get hurt easily: oui

53.do u prefer guys wif long/short hair: ok... i really am gonna stop answering if next question is anotehr question about guys.

54.do u prefer girls wif long/short hair:
both =D

55.is ur hair colored: no... but i want to... =p

56.r u a romantic partner: dunno...

57.do u wear a watch: oui

58.wad color clothes do u like: blanc(he) / white

59.will u choose love or $: when theres no money, there no love

60.do u prefer slp or eat: sleeeeeeeep

61.white or black: white

62.pink or red: ........... dun u hav any otehr colour....

63.fav flower: i think tis is meant for girls...

64.do u like to receive flowers: girl giving guys stuff is odd.. mais je l'aime!

66.fav perfume: O_o

67.favourite type of music: new age, pop, classic, rock, gospel, acapella

68.favourite past time: chasing around in e garden

69.favourite drink: apple tea

70.favourite phrase: samparakumiabarahut

ahhahaha... after staying for quite sumtime in US... finally i feel a little pressure... hahah.. coz of tis summer sch im always in 'kan ciong' mode. lol.... well.. main reason coz of e stupid english... e fuking teacher so strict... she gave me a fricking C for my english... ugh... of all teachers why do i meet him???? grrrr.....
sigh.. oh well.. hope i can do sumthing about it

anyway, a few ppl sent me quite nice song =D

author- song title

switchfoot- meant to live
smile empty soul- silhouttes
seether- fine again
kyo- kyosphere
Neri Per Caso- L'isola
The Calling- Wherever you will
smash!- talk to me

guys go dl! =D all of em r nice songs =]
for my motto is: SING! SING! SING TILL U DIE!

i know wat happened
i know what event took place
i know it
i know wat will happen
as expected...

die to all those who failed e mid year.
parents- teacher meeting day was yesterday...
if i was there, i will see lots mamas either get into rage, cries, or sumthing...
sumtimes i feel pity for mothers.
they raised us up...
they did everything they can
at times... when things go wrong... they kept blaming themselves for not raising us up properly....
we took everything from her...
and in e end we gave nothing back

oh well... this is human world.
this is us...
this is our life...
c'est notre vie...

yo! i found out sum nice works in www.newgrounds.com. well.. e site is a little explicit, but i also found sumthing nice =D

rise of mushroom kingdom
1st episode: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/113889
2nd episode:http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/124155

quite nice... though unfinished yet... but it shows great view of friendship =]

another one is a little 'horror' theme.
e 1st episode is not v clear... but 2nd is better. I love horror, so... yep.. u ppl might find it disturbing.

Salad fingers part1: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/178546
salad fingers part 2: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/181169

a short horror flash... quite nice =]

by same author:
sribbler: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/178020
simple a story about a guy who is always sad... quite abstract...

action movie:
xombie 1: http://www.xombified.com/main.html (click on chpt 1)
xombie 2: http://www.xombified.com/main.html (click on chpt 2)
xombie 3: http://www.xombified.com/main.html (click on chpt 3)
xombie 4: http://www.xombified.com/main.html (click on chpt 4)
chapter 5 coming soon....
astonishing action movie... no gruesome part here...

for cs-lovers, this one is simply shiok!!!
cs de_dust: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/148082
cs de_aztec: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/182050
simply great! i suggest those who play cs watch tis =]
for those who dun... well.. i dun really think u enjoy it... coz there r sum cs terms that u wont understand.. but ohwell.. juz watch!

action movies:
madness combat: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/58182
madness redeemer: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/77750
madness avenger: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/121747
madness apotheosis: http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/172771
nice! simply delicious action short movie! =]

lastly, e best movie i've ever seen. Best for those who are final fantasy fans! i love this one most!! fantastic!!!! tres bien!!
Final Fantasy A+ :http://www.newgrounds.com/portal/view/164193

u guys can go explore more =]
hav fun!

argh... tennis is sure fun... u can funnily aim the teacher and shoot him/her anywhere... i tried tat a lot and boy... e class often laugh.
e teacher keep shotuing around ahahahahahaha... pity her hahahhaaha.... i kept aiming her butt hahaahah...
well...............................
sumthing terrible happen
bah...
my arms!
it's 'twisted'!!!!!!!!!

i was playing tennis as usual,
i was having fun...
i was trying to hit e flying ball.... and i hit it back
my opponent, a big huge cyclopean tall muscular overblown brainless bastard hit back... WITH FULL FORCE!
i tried to hit it using my racket... and it hits my armpit!!!
ouch.... and i found out.. i cant move my arm!!! help! agh! help! mama! samparakumiabarahut!!!!
everybody stared at my direction
everybody asked...
what happen to me? im ok. am i ok? sure? yes. wat happened? im too hurt to talk. did that man do anything to u? no.
i went to nearest clinic. my arm was bandaged
the nurse said tat probably it will recover in bout 2 weeks
e ball hit e precise spot where e collagen conects my arm to my shoulder.
now i temporarily hav one arm to type is shiet.
argh
now wat...
oh wat a coincidence btw... grace hurt her eyes and i hurt my elbow ahhaaa... =p
idiotic moment! i hate caucasians!!! argh! fuck em all!