Entries for May, 2004

May 2nd, 2004

last man standing

oh gosh... guess what...
i found out one thing...
my frens' blogs are all not updated at all....
shirlyn.. shafiq... andy.... eugene... etc etcetc
and i juz found out tat actually andy and eugene did update but i went into wrong page stupid huh?
eugene has bee nacting strange lately... hope he's ok.
saw andy went online a moment ago..... sent me a song "the reason" ... not bad... quite nice... but i still prefer "Io Ci Saro" by Neri Per caso.... dnno why la... i think im e only person who love tat song... i cant get bored hearing it... very meaning ful.
"Io ci saro" means "ill be there"
a song about friends... how "I" will stil be there, wahtever happens

man... im so sick.... ugh...
sick of being alone here....
its v sickening.
too bad i've gone here..

e first time when i planned to go overseas... i didnt expect it to be tis hard... but it ends up to be tis complicated.... leaving frens and those who u care are really a heavy burden.
anwyay.... now tat ive learned my lesson... guess i wont want to repeat it again. de ja vu..........
Currently listening to: Hoobastank's The Reason
Currently feeling: plain
Posted by endot at 07:23 PM | 2 ppl screamed!

May 15th, 2004

a new day has come

Everyday is a new day, everyday is a new beggining and a new adventure. Each day you get ur head up from e pillow, it signifies e new spirit for courage, bravery, virtue, and wisdom.
5 months had passed, and e time is near. Time to say goodbye... goodbye to e damned USA!!! On 22 May, or 23 May in Spore, i'm going to spore... e land where i spent most of my joyful life! ill be reaching e little island on 24 may.... muahahahahah!!!! finally i can at least relax a little -.-

it's 14th may... 8 more days to heaven! Oh heeaven here i come! =D
Posted by endot at 12:10 PM | Scream for me!

May 16th, 2004

a chain that breaks

love is sometimes symbolised by a long chain, a strong hard chain taht nvr breaks... this chain... gets stronger by words... words are amalgams for a chain. u know wat?
my chain has been broken
Je n'y crois pas.... it jus happen like tat
my chain... i know it wont work... i know it gonna breaks juz liek tat. I love her.... but u know wat?
i am e one who always do everything. I find for her... i approach her in msn.. i tried any ways to reach her. And wat did she do?
nothing

when i told her, "this wont work... we can only be frens"
she answered, " yeah..."
i reponsed back, "....."
"wat?"
"nothing..."

tast her reaction
.... nothing else...
T'es bon pour t'appeller xelory...
ya.. ok .. fine.. we can only be fren..
gd luck for wateva u rgoing to do..
hav fun
Posted by endot at 06:01 PM | Scream for me!

a new day has com e#2

7 more days....
Posted by endot at 06:03 PM | Scream for me!

May 19th, 2004

a new day has come #3

4 more days till departure and 6 more days to reach Singapore!
Posted by endot at 04:53 PM | Scream for me!

L'isola

L'isola

Quando vivi navigando
Tutti i porti sembrano lo stesso
E l'inverno taglia le tue vele
Ma io stavo naufragando
Me ne rendo conto solo adesso
Che risento il sangue nelle vene
E sabbia calda sotto me

Apro gli occhi e vedo un'isola
Forse questa è la mia isola

Che dolce isola è
Sulle carte non c'è
Che dolce meta per me
E in cielo batte un sole vero
Che dolce isola sei
Io mai ripartirei
Che dolci notti darai
In pieno mare c'è un tesoro

Quando vivi navigando
Solo sale ti rimane addosso
La tempesta gonfia le tue vele
Navigando mi domando
Se fuggivo solo da me stesso
Se potevo stare così bene
La risposta adesso c'è

Ogni uomo cerca un'isola
Ad un uomo basta un'isola

Che dolce isola sei
Io mai ti lascerei
Che dolce acqua mi dai
Ed in petto batte un cuore vero
Che dolce isola sei
Io mai ripartirei
Che dolci notti mi dai
È in pieno mare il mio tesoro



Neri Per Caso


This is song is nice! =D e title is ' L'isola ' or meaning 'the island' in italian.... telling about a guy who is separated from e crewmembers of ship. Storms prevent him from going back to where he belongs, neither enable him to find his lost friends.
One night, when there was no tornado, he tried to sail through e sea. By luck, he found another small island.... but still, he cant find anything there... days gone... he found more islands... and e last one... he found an island...
well.. not excatly and island, but a city. A city where he was from. his friends were safe and sound... and finally together after a month of survival.

hey hey hey dun say anything! This is wat my friend told me! He told me tis is e meaning! so dun blame me if im wrong. O_o

anyway, GO DOWNLOAD! IT'S NICE!
Currently listening to: L'isola- by Neri Per Caso
Posted by endot at 05:12 PM | 2 ppl screamed!

moi

Well.. e song below is probably a presentation of me... hehe.. an idiot who is really homesick!!!
damnit! go home!!!
Posted by endot at 05:13 PM | Scream for me!

memory

well.. really can't sleep... thinking of going home asap...
and to think of it... after 6 months then i put up tis pic hehe..
but most of all.. these are my best grp of frens =)
Starting from left:
- Choon Goan, my great funny fren
- me
- Andy... my no.1 pal!
- Eugene! another one of my close fren!
- Richard... cool and funny... hahaha... nice person =D

Currently listening to: Derniére Danse- by Kyo
Posted by endot at 06:50 PM | Scream for me!

May 21st, 2004

bonjour!

Salut là-bas! je veux écrire exprès cette section en français parce que je réseau global pour s'amuser. Pratiquer plus français fera vous améliore! Oh lala! Comment êtes-vous, mes amis? Je vous aime les gens! De toute façon, je pense que cela est tout je vais dire... au revoir!
Posted by endot at 03:29 AM | 3 ppl screamed!

May 22nd, 2004

Mr. Bapok

Hi there! was looking through my fren's blog... and in andy's i found a lame pic... ahhahaahahaha hhahahahaahahah hhhhaahhaahahahahahahahahah


Currently listening to: Eminem's Go to SLeep
Currently feeling: funny
Posted by endot at 02:42 PM | Scream for me!

May 23rd, 2004

a new day has come #4

ok this is it..... time to say goodbye! im going airport!
au revoir dudes and gals
tata!
Posted by endot at 09:22 AM | Scream for me!

May 27th, 2004

land of lion

Singapore! I'm in S'pore! at last! mmmmmmmhhhh!!! feel like kissing e floor. currently im in school library.... using computer to update my blog. oh yeah baby! oh yeah!!!!!
well... im using andy's account to use tis comp... or else i wont be able to use it at all coz the comps here r pass-protected.
saw a lot of my ols frens... and a lot of em have more pimples than ever.... ahahaahhaah
man.. e good ol times... shouldnt have left s'pore. make me miss em... and also kiss em haahahahahahah

i go to sch daily... to meet most of my old fren... rather than staying home all day ya?
man so excited.
oh well... i think tats all for now. Tmr im going back to indo... and then i'll be back again to spore on june 8 muahahahahahah
and finally, i'll leave singapore on june 23 =(
aaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhh how i wish 1 day has 48 hours. I wanna see em all day. =P
Posted by endot at 08:04 AM | Scream for me!