August 2nd, 2005

change

imma move my blog to friendster
here's the link:
http://endot.blogs.friendster.com/my_blog/

i dunno if u need friendster account to view it
but anyway its free
doesnt matter
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May 6th, 2005

busy

these days:
busy
busy
busy
busy

there's never end of it till my summer vacation >_<
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April 27th, 2005

days and days

my hobby: games. games. games. games. games. games. games. games. and more games. and more games.
This ludicrous habit of me keep stucking myself in front of the computer for whole day long is loosing my muscles. Doing a mere 50 push-ups already made me a weakling. Bah! Blam those schmucking addictive games! They are hunting me in every dreams and kept giving me terrible nightmares like getting a C in my classes. Ah!
Current game im playing: ROSE online, Runescape, FF tactics, Civ3, WoW, SIMS (aaarrrr.. girly game), Rome............................ A LOT MORE.

Oh btw, there's a interesting fact. I just went into yahoo search engine and typed 'MHSS' (my secondary school), and strangely, it gives me lots and lots of links to loads of people's blog o.o
Met a lot of my old friends, but i bet they already forget me =/
Pfff... oh well.

Upcoming events: 5 final exams in 3 weeks time
retiring my ROSE online
hybernating myself from WoW and Runescape
2 written reports to finish in 2 weeks time

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April 25th, 2005

Shortage

in the morning, i got up. i headed to the bathroom. i brushed my teeth. I was going to shower. I was hoping for a relaxing warm water pouring down onto my body. I was hoping it could wake me up and relaxed my strained muscle from yesterday's tennis game.
I was turning the tap and I already feel good about it..... except there's no water!!!
So much hope for that haven moment. Pff.....
That made me realised.... even the most developed country has electric and water problems.....
Back a few weeks ago we experienced a 30-minute-blackout..... sure we had hard time going around... because it was at night! Argh! I was indulging myself on a cup of ice-cream, while playing my ROSE and all the sudden, out of the blue, there goes the light.

Booo to USA. You suck
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April 22nd, 2005

war

nothing happened much recently. it all seems the same. This world revolves around and making a complete revolution. It's all about it.
I see the friends that i see. I say hello. They replied hello back. Tried to chat. Kaput.
To think about it, i'm griefed by the fact how corrupted and ugly this world is. Yes, it's true.
Think about it: everyday there are at least 2000 death cases happening. Even now. Think about the war. How many people were killed in WW I? 15,000,000. How many people were killed in WW II? 56,000,000. Korean war? 2,800,000. Vietnam war? 3,500,000. How many were killed in the recent Iraq war? 23,000.

There are still so many wars going on in this world that we do not even know: Gangsterism, homicides, tribal battle, personal conflicts, business disputes, etc.

Ok, ok. I admit. The movie affected my brain
I watched that movie 5 times already. Still not bored. Prolly gonna watch it again today.
Aaaarrrr... I know. sounds crazy. Too bad. I like it. No. I love it.
Aaaaaahhhh!!! All of you!! watch it!!
touching
shiok!

PS: for those who wonder what movie am i talking about, go see previous entry
Posted by endot at 06:57 AM | Scream for me!

April 17th, 2005

tae guk gi

i decided to stop the history of my life===> been too time consuming and not worth telling o_o

soooooo i'll pause there temporarily.....

anyway

i've recently watched a korean movie 'tae guk gi' (means e korean flag) the brotherhood of war.... oh man oh man

it was soooooooooooooooooooooo fantastic.



At first, I really... hate war movie. My sister was renting this movie from blockbuster....
I tried to find a good excuse so she wont rent that movie but anyway... I lost.
Part of the reason she wanted to rent this movie is coz she likes Wonbin (the korean celeb)

anyway....
immediately we watched it for about 2.5 hrs ( i think)
i saw my sister crying and she went straight to bed.
I was still sitting there....
I didnt cry

ironically... for the next 3 days i kept thinking about this movie.
What if I was that younger brother...? Will i ever do that to my brother? What if im a korean? what will i do in tat situation?
I never had a brotherly love like that. I am never close wif my big brother.
I juz... felt that I was really touched by their love....
How i wish i have tat brotherly love.
To die for him and to love him as a brother, juz like in the movie.
To learn from my big brother
to grow up
and be able to battle many obstacles
such as e last part, when Jin Seok (younger brother) proved himself capable of facing the most dangerous war... without his brother`s help. He grew up to be like his brother (Jin Tae), his idol.

nevertheless, they ended up being seperated; one remained in the earth and the other left to heaven, leaving behind memories and traces of his footstpes in Jin Seok`s heart.

ahhh X_x

been 3 days... and i still keep thinking about it

jealous of this brotherhood =(

here are some pics of it....
enjoy =D
or visit www.taegukgi2004.com





Currently listening to: taegukgi's main theme
Currently feeling: touched
Posted by endot at 02:58 PM | Scream for me!

February 22nd, 2005

L'isola (The island) #2 part 1

By the next few weeks, i see a lot of newcomers in this guardian place. Figures... the riotings in Indonesia made Singapore the spot of refugee for many chinese Indonesians. The news stated that about 1 million refugees have left Indonesia and riotings are stil going on in big cities

"Serve you right, Indonesia." I said it coldly as i heard the news in the radio.
Everybody turned to me, took a glance, then went back to their own business. Nevertheless, I do not know why, but i started to hate Indonesia. It reminds me of the land of hatred, discrimination, and poverty. A land where I grew up with agony. A land where I did not enjoy living. A hopeless land.............

"Anderson! Stop dreaming!" My sister was shouting at me. "there's another newcomer today. Go to the front guest room to welcome him. All of us must be there."

As soon as I arrived there, that newcomer was already sitting on the table. He sat down rather far away from me, 2 tables away, from my right. His name is Marven (note that i keep forgetting to say that i modify all names to provide privacy. All names stated in this whole series are substitutes). He looks tall, thin, skinny, and... rather nerdy, quiet type. Doesnt look very brawny at all.

"Hi Marvin!" I saluted him.
"Hi" his expression was blank.
"Welcome to this place."
"thanks" there was no smile there, except a slight smirk.
(boy is he quiet one)

Thus far there have been a lot of people moving in here. There lots of kids, namely Danny, Fransisca, Nelly and Vivid. These kids seem around 7-12 years old. These kids.... are bunch of noisy sonofaguns. Cie was always mad at them for doing buncha junks.

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February 4th, 2005

L'isola (The island) #1

A month and more of ignoring my website |-)
mauahahhahah
finally i remembered to update....

anyway, happy new year to all of u ^^
and may God bless you all
lotsa of hardships and softships here...
and tats normal!
anyway, here goes
=)



I reached Singapore at 11.00 AM. Before I landed, I remembered seeing the modern city of Singapore. I saw buildings I've never seen before in Indonesia. I see small ants moving through the spacious road swiftly, unlike the dirty and full-of- traffic-jam roads in Medan.
As expected, my grandparents were already there waiting for me, and readying themselves to fetch me to my guardian's house. Along the way, I already feel the essence of cleanliness in that place. I feel... clean and purified. I was rather amazed by the level of hygiene.

It took us almost an hour to reach Jurong Kecil. It was really a pain in my butt. I barely could sit anymore after 2-3 hours of constant sitting in plane and taxi. We reached there. In front of the semi- detached building is the view of Bukit Timah hill, where I see a tall tower on top of hill. "It is the highest hill in Singapore" I heard from the taxi driver, using his Singlish-hokkien accent, talking to my gramp "It's pity how Singapore has a hill as highest point."
She lives in 4th floor, the highest floor in that old-looking building. My grandparents was rather fatigue after 10 minutes of climbing the steep stairs.

We reached the door and rang the bell.

The door opened.

There she was, standing so brassly, huge woman with that bull-dog face and pimply cheek. Like what my sister described to me, she looked a little fierce, has huge front teeth (reminds me of rabbit), sagging cheeks, large mouth, chinese eyes, black, curly hair, cut-short. Seems that her feets are larger than her body.

"Hi! Welcome! I've been expecting you, Anderson."
I stared at her, wondering what's with that welcome words using that sickening face expression of fake smile. " Look, your brother and sister are here. You must have missed them."
You bet I do. I really missed my siblings since I was primary 1, when they moved to Singapore for further studies. It's because of the riotings that made me transfer to Singapore. WIthout that economic downterm in South east asia, I would have never even known any of you nice Singaporean people. I guess it's a blessing and a curse =)
I gave a hug to my brother and sister. I was rather... glad.. yet i feel that my heart is filled with emptiness.

"Guys, make sure you treat Anderson with great care allright?" She said to the rest of the people in that guest room.
"Yes, Cie." All replied.
The guest room is not really a guest room, it is more of... a study room. You will see many study tables, each assigned to different person. I was assigned the table near the wall near her. I am really visible to that guardian, and I can't do anything reckless much. There were 3 drawers on my right, and a small drawer just in front of me, under the table. the cinnamon-table looks old and used many times. Traces of pencil marks and scratches were there. I am facing an empty table. There's nobody sitting in front of me.

I was asked to call her 'Cie' or sister, in hokkien dialect. She is a cantonese, and she speaks english, chinese, hokkien, and malay too. Everybody calls her that.
There were quite a number of people there.

There's my sister, who was sitting quite far away from me. She's near the corner of room, with a bookcase beside her. Across her was Shervi, an Inidonesian polite looking girl who wore thick glasses and is from St. Margaret Sec. Sch. She looks a little nerdy and brawny. I see a trophy in front of her, "Runner-up of badminton Girls B- division, St Margaret." She seems to be a good friend of my sister. My brother Jefferson was sitting diagionally of my direction. He was reading a comic. He's from Nanhua secondary school. Beside him is an empty table, which is front of my table. And so is the table in front of me, or my right side. There's Zerwin a Balestiarinian school student, he was sitting 2 tables away from me, behind the empty table in front of me. He looks huge, fat, and tanned. He's Indonesian. His side's left table was a pimply faced man, a little fat, a Thai named Thitisaksakul Krit. We called him David. He was from the same school as my brother. Behind him was Albert, looks 15-17 years old but stays in primary school for some reason. An Indonesian. He's in Swiss cottage primary school. Albert's right side, or David's back was empty.

There was a smart one, I kind of forget his name.. I think it was Alex or something (let's just assume he's Alex). I was not very close to him as he referred himself as the smartest person in this place. Rather a very proud and stuck up St. Josephian. An Indonesian. Another one was not very bright, and was considered as the worst student in this place, Raymond. My sister told me of him. He defied Cie's rules a lot, and ended up being punished thousand times. Until now, he still argues with the guardian and once he managed to sue her of being abusive to the social worker of Singapore. They never talk to each each other much. Raymond's from Hong kong.

I shared my bedroom with my brother, Albert, Raymond, David. Alex and Zerwin shared another room. My sister, Shervi and the guardian shared a room.

After an hour of tour around the house and chatting with my grandparents, they left. Now it's only my guardian and me and the others.

She cooked toufu that day. I tried talking to her.

"I love toufu." I said to her politely.
"Yeah? And?" She replied me in her sharp tone.
"Just don't cook and vegetables. I don't like them. Please."
"Oh yeah? I don't what you like or don't like. You only eat whatever food I cook. As long as you live under this roof, you have to obey me and my words or else ended up being punished severely. Now get lost. Don't disturb me."
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December 24th, 2004

merry christmas

ho ho ho ho ho!
Fat mr.santa is here to give presents to good boys and girls!
MERRY XMAS EVERYBODY in SPORE!!!!
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